so. it's been another month, and i still hate you.  i don't know why i keep going back to this fucking thing. it owns me. so anyway. i met an angel. i bet you're jealous.

i just wanted to say, thank you Jesse Spade. you have single-handedly furthered my faith, and i'm glad to have known you, sir. You were an inspiration to us all, and i will not forget your smile, and your warm embrace. I hope you're dancing for Jesus, because we all know your one goal in life was to be as Holy as you can be. You have succeeded. Rest in peace, friend, teacher, classmate, and peer. you might be gone from MPS physically, butt your presense will never leave. Rest in Peace, my friend. Thank you.

shalom, bitches.

Currently Listening Furthermore: From the Studio/From the Stage By Jars of Clay see related

so..it'sbeen like a month..nothing is going on, nothing is going wrong. i guess i should be happy, but i guess i'm not. well, i have another footsteps retreat this weekend, this time i'm going to be on prayerteam...basically i pray for people for 72 hours. which is awesome. i'm physically unable to fast, so i think ki'm going to take a 30 hour vow of silence. probably the roughest thing i've ever thought about doing. yep..it'll be fun.

i have to write a 12 page paper, so i guess i'm going to get back on that...post a comment or something, dammit.

p.s. i found a girl so stop asking me....dammit.

i look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
wipe away the crimson stains
dull the nails that still remain
mroe and mroe i need you now
i owe you more each passing hour
the battles between grace and pride
i gave up not so long ago......

shalom

Currently Listening Powerballin' By Chingy see related

well i went to notre dame this past weekend, it was really awesome. i really like it there. i was on the radio there haha, my brother has a radio show and he showed me the studio and we ran into his friend and we got to broadcast, it was real cool. other than that i had an awesome time at the game. coming back to erie from a place like Notre Dame is a huge drop. i really dont like it here. but whatever. i found out some good news today, but it's too early to tell how good it is. i'll share more later. i'm outta here

keep it funky

Currently Listening Songs For Silverman By Ben Folds see related

so today is monday. i didn't have school. my brother is home, and that's real sweet. i like to play the piano, i played for like 3 hours today. inbetween playing piano, i watched episode 6 of starwars. yeah man. pretty soon i'm goign to watch season 3 of seinfeld. i'm pretty pumped. i'm listening to ben folds, i really enjoy ben folds.

homecoming was this weekend, i had a ton of fun...not really. the dance was kind of lame, but afterwards was a lot of fun, i went to julie simon's house. i totally lov her mother. i played piano for her, and she was all amazed and stuff. she wouldn't believe me that i was alex fabian, i guess she's heard stuff about me. i got to see my homey chris hawthorne, i love that dude. that's it.

peace out homeboy.

Currently Listening Much Afraid By Jars of Clay see related

what's goin on everyone?

well pat came home this past weekend, best time ever no doubt. we watched the PSU game in the hottub, all that was missin was scotty and some ladies. my cousin meghan came over in the morning and we all had breakfast then went to church. this was this past sunday, and then i had to go to confirmation classes. i don't think i want to be confirmed, but whatever. i have to be cause my mother is really sweet like that. i get my license this friday, well i take the test, i hope i pass n stuff. then my brother is coming home on sunday. so that'll be really nice to hae him home, i do miss the kid. but then the week after that i'm going to notre dame to see him. so it'll be really sweet.

i set the MPS record for most tier 2s in a week, with 2. i'm pretty pumped for that. i didn't do anything bad either time, nothing that merited a tier 2, but that's MPS for you. anyways, i'm still tryin to get that youth group started, let me know if you're interested. speaking of MPS, there is definitely a girl that caught my eyeball. all i can say is she's definitey something else. prettiest eyes ever...she's an all around real pretty girl. i hope shit works out or something. peace.

stay classy, motherfucker.